hello world ! 68 days list !

little introduction needed ?

well hello thereeee ! I'm Sia, yes that's right like the singer. Phoeh, not that i don't like her, but still stop comparing me with her :)

i'm sixteen and going through all the hard struggles life brings me now ! ( weep quietly :p ) i'm from france by the waaaaaay ! but i speak dutch too, i lived in belguim too :)

i say hello world, but starting a blog doesn't make you magicly have a lot of readers !

i'm made out of steel ! i've been through a lot. i lost my mother to cancer when i was eight, but that , i'm used to now. it's more the fact that my dad can't be the dad others have, because there is so mutch pressure.

but i'm not a pessimistic person !

and if your wondering already ; no i'm not thàt stereotyp, cliché girl "who loves shopping and like euhm euhm euhm."

i hate people like thaaaaaaaaaaat !

but anyhow, at this age you now what it's all about, sadly.
Appearanceeeeeeeee;
yes it is. thàt's what it is about.
my appearance is average now.
but i'm taking all my knowledge and using it for myself !
i have told my friends what to buy, how to do their hair, with the result of them being very pretty, and me: average.

so now it's my turn,
are you in ?
are you willing to reach YOUR goals, you always wanted to reach but where to lazy to do it ?

come on :D
i'll give you an daily update on wath i reached, and some of my inspiration.


my goal list ! must have reached it in 68 days !
* i want to lose 19 pounds ! that sounds a lot, but it's a bout 8, 6 kilos and that's a goal i will achieve !
* i want to use all my fashoinsense to create my own style (now it's just too casual :s)
* i want to feel better of myself !
* i want to have a better skin, and better hair, maby a new haircut ?

all these things are very supperfacial, but hey ! i've learned a lot, and i have lost all my friends once, and now i've build myself up, and i have a great large bunch of true friends,
so on the inside, i'm oke !

wish me luck !
and i hope i'll stimulate you to do the same as me :D

tip of the day !
are you feeling blue,
ndtitanlady will do,
she's a videoblogger-comedian kinda,
i love her stuff ! http://ndtitanlady.devhub.com/